Hello hello hello. I just sent in my laptop for servicing today. Though I lost the warranty card but technology never fails to please us, they had a computerised system so I saved a few hundred moolahs on that.

Just came back town after meeting up with Reena, Shu, Cel and Jasmin. The holidays are doing me great just that I know I'll be so screwed after that. I attempted to study last week, I read one page of Physiology, and I fell asleep straight for 5 hours. Haha really damn pig I know.

Such a cold day today. Great weather to sleep in for tonight yay :}

So many things that I've been thinking through, so many decisions I have made in my mind but just can't translate it into actions. So much emotions to spare, so much cowardice to say no at the last moment. What if I changed history, you think things will be better?

Just a thought. Not being emo/sad/sucidal whatever. I should get some sleep soon.

Heehee I'm using my phone to blog now cos well, my lappie died on me, and which it will give me one million problems cos my everything is in there.. So I will have to redo a lot of my work again. Zzz thank god for the extra week.

Anyhow, I watched Drag me to Hell last night with Luci and he's seriously retarded. Hahaha like firstly, AFTER we ate dinner, i wanted to buy a drink for the movie, then he was like, 'but I'm not very hungry' then the next thing he went to the counter and bought a hotdog meal -_- And the whole time in the theatre he was covering his eyes plus ears. Haha what a pussy

Okay now I'm preparing to go out and shld leave soon cos I'm already late! Tsk.

Many questions with no answers, or having the answers and then feel like shit?
You decide.

Gona meet gf later for dinner :} She's gona make me feel so much better cos I always seek comfort in her. Haha and the best is that her workplace is near my place so travelling isn't much of an issue. Yayzers but in the meantime I gotta complete some work first. Damn the entertainment online is distracting me big time, even my phone is too. I've become such a vunerable victim to the new age of technology. ZZZZ


All the fav places: Airport, N Starbucks, N hostel, ypomyHAHA, Hk cafe @Cine, beach @East Coast, AIRPORT AIRPORT AIRPORT. Hahaha would love to stay at the airport forever. I love airports! 'You think you living in The Terminal ah.' Hehehe I wish.




HAHAHHAHAHAHA AH LIAN POSE. See my editting not that bad right. Doesnt really look like you. Hahaha miss your stupid face. When are you coming back to show me your stupid face ):


Anyhow Reena shld be back today! Yipee quick quick one by one return back :}



What a random post about 3 different people. Haha but I feel happier after this.

Love/ hate/ love/ hate/ love/ hate and it goes on...........

I still think ultimately the Devil wins.

I chanced upon this and though its a short post, it speaks a lot.


dinner was good.
he looked charming.
i was pretty.

so we put on quite a show.
curtains finally closing.
and it's over now.

i will remember it.
comm's ball marked a beautiful end for our r/s.

The last sentence said it all, but at least it ended beautifully.

But still.




Talking to S 2 nights straight made me realise some things. I found out pretty much everything although I'm not exactly involved, it will still do me good by knowing it. Haha so thanks a lot :}

Also by knowing pretty much, I realise how selfish, self centered and insensitive some people can get. Seriously not thinking about others but only your own feelings, acting on impulse is just the way to go am I right. F cant believe someone like that exist. I really pity her friends for always taking her nonsense.

HAHAHAH and I just found out the funniest shit on earth. HAHAHAHAHAHA REALLY DAMN FUNNY I CANNOT TAKE IT. What a joke seriously. You think the world revolves around you, it doesnt. HAHAHA STILL CANT BELIEVE IT. IF YOU FOUND OUT I KNEW ABOUT IT AND DIDNT EVEN CARE, YOU CAN JUST GO AND KILL YOURSELF. HAHAHAH LOSER.

I know I sound damn bitch but I really can't help it, and I don't give a damn. Hahahaha. Take that slutface.

Okay till then.

Change me.





































K time for picture post cos my blog is damn dead and even I can't stand reading it cos its too wordy. Haha recent pictures of my Sat, well spent cos I met up with both group of friends :}







Also, my new phone hehehe :> Actually I love it more then I did before cos I was complaining to Joanne about my phone, how the stupid message font was so huge even the blind could see what I was typing. Then she tried to help me change it and she deleted some messaging software thing and it was gone! We both screamed 'YES!!!' at Macs it was rather embarrassing. Hahaha but I'm glad its gone. THANKS JOANNE, although I still hate you for snatching my sweet. Lol sister phonessssss \m/

So today's Tuesday, and I only read 2 pages of my notes. Congratulations. I have 3 modules to study for, of which I:
-have totally given up on Physiology.
-will try to study Kinesology.
-am still hoping for the best for Anatomy.

Not forgetting I still have:
-sociology work to complete.
-elearning work.
-elective work.

Notice I go vague on everything that I've said, cos I don't even know what exactly am I suppose to cover. Don't even think I have enough time to do so actually, just try to study what I can. But as I look at my mother thick notes and my father heavy textbooks, I don't even feel like flipping them open. Moreover my textbooks are as good as new, I can like still go back to the bookstore and sell them back. I am so broke I just might consider doing that. Hahaha ZZZZ GG LA I CAN JUST GO KILL MYSELF.

It's nearing 3am and I shld go sleep soon. My eyebags are so black....... Shall put mask tmr. Hahaha. Then try and force myself to go SBVP to study, eat ice cream with Cel after, then Zouk!

Goodnight You :>

Have you ever felt that all your life you have been doing all the wrong things,
but somewhere along the line you finally found something that you did right.
But you lost it.


Well I haven't lost it yet, I hope. But I'm almost there.


You know how it feels, to try so hard but you get nothing out of it?


The feeling will come really soon.

A promise in the dark.

Don't understand why I'm feeling so tired nowadays. Like I get exhausted very easily compared to my younger days.. Maybe I'm really ageing real quickly. Zzz I thought at this age we're supposed to be the most active to live life to the fullest? Doesn't seem like it to me.

So half a term's over and next week is the start of the 2 weeks break, after which there will be tests, ICAs and presentations to do. This is like the part where I'm dreading the most cos its gona be like an Epic Phail. My whole academic life is repeating itself again. Rather nice life I lead there.

Hmm other than that, I'm feeling all sore from exercising the past few days, feeling happy for that one split second, stupid when I realise it was dumb to do so, preparing to sleep soon and planning my day out tmr.

I NEED TO STUDY. I NEED TO STUDY. ALL THE TEXTBOOKS, LECTURERS, TUTORIAL TEACHERS, FRIENDS, BONES, CADAVERS, EQUIPMENTS CAN BE MY BEST FRIEND FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS. I NEED TO STUDY.

So much for the holidays.

Sometimes its best to close one eye and pretend everything's alright. Right? Right. Brooding too much about the stupid same problem time and time again is just gona make me more tired cos I'm wasting too much time on it. And not like I want to give a damn about it in the first place. SO, close one eye. All I can say is, ES, IHYGSFAUEOWHYAYCOBJIYWEL.

Anyhow, I went to eat Shukudo with Sw last night. Happily eat my fried tempura mushroom cos I was craving for it. Then in the middle of the night I had a tummyache. At first I thought it was normal cos well, my stomach is always weak anyway. Then after I felt like puking so I woke up to go to the toilet. And I really did puke -__________________- Like not once, not twice, countless. Everything came out I swear I could see the vomit cos everything wasn't digested yet. Hahaha shall not be too explicit. Anyway yes I puked so much my throat was burning probably from the acidic juice omg I felt like dying. Then nice I went to take my temperature after it was like 38.5 degrees.... NICE ONE LA. ZZZ then I curled up like a ball and slept in pain.

What a torturous night.

Surreal vs Reality.

Depicted through - Your words vs your actions.

As she falls to the ground.


My outbreak is killing me. SERIOUSLY, it has been ages since I had a huge acne on my face. 3 bursting acnes to be accurate. Like Zomg, I kinda forgot what to do with it. All I did was to use my fingers and dab a huge pile of oxy5 on it, hoping it will disappear soon enough. Why the sudden overload of acnes around my Chin?!?!?! LIKE WASSUP MAN. Everyone says its the combination of not having enough sleep + being overly heaty.

TRUE THAT. But I also blame the weather... Hate the weather.

It's only Tuesday and I'm almost drained. Thank God for the random elearning day tmr so there's no school. Ehhehe everyday shld be elearning day :>

& I just spoke (am still speaking actually) to the emipoml now from 1:24am to now, 2:55am zomg. Hahahah she's still as joke as ever can die of laughter listening to her voice once again :> :> Though I'm like really dead beat but its still worth it. Almost couldn't recognise her number at the moment she called me. Hahaha joke.

Okayzzz nothing much to update now my mind is in a whirl and look at the time! 3:06am wow I woke up at 6:30am tmr confirm sleep till the sun shines on my ass and even if the world comes to an end, I still wldnt be awake.

Goodnight.